I want to be Your servant forever! Please don't let me fall down. Otherwise, if I cannot think of you, and how Lord Krishna created me in a certain way for some special service, what is the use of my existence?
I cannot go on this way for much longer.
Where is my special friend, my eternal companion who serves You with me? Both she and I can serve you together. If only she were to come back and tell me who I am, and convice me that she knows me. Then our lives will be sublime.
When oh when will that day be mine when we will be engaged in Your devotional service forever. Only, please don't take her away from me, because I don't think that I could stand the pain.
I hope she never has to leave me to come back here to the material world again.
Oh Krishna, what am I to do now? What am I to do?