I have made several devotees angry at me with just cause at Tribe and elsewhere. My purpose in coming online was to pretend to be self-realized and attract people to Krishna Consciousness.

Srila Prabhupada is self-realized and did not have to pretend or cheat, but he is not online directly, although he is in the hearts of his followers. I am not a pure devotee and therefore not a good representative of Srila Prabhupada, Lord Krishna or Radharani.

Most of the devotees can see right through the farce I was trying to perpetrate both here at Tribe and other places. I started doing my thing before there was a word "troll". I didn't mean to troll. I meant to cheat however and that is not good.

If anyone is innocent enough to have believed any of the things I said about my 'love" for Radharani I apologize. Such love is able to be developed within ISKCON more than any other place, that is all I was trying to make people realize. I may be small but my spiritual master is big. When a small boy holds on to his father's hand he can remain fearless because he knows that his father will protect him. So I wanted to tell people about Prabhupada knowing that Prabhupada is never able to be defeated. Too many devotees have left Prabhupada blaming so many reasons why. I just wanted them to know that all things are possible within Krishna Consciousness.

I am so sorry for having cheated. I just hope if anyone believed I had any kind of actual realization they go to krishna.com , and if they don't believe don't think the rest of the devotees are like me, cheaters. The proof that they are not is how much they hated me online and stalked me and drove me out and had me removed. I made up my own kind of "preaching method", and it was directly against the Vaishnava principles. But I figured that hearing about Krishna at all was better than never hearing about Him. Unfortunately hearing from the lips of a serpent causes poisonous effects. I am a serpent.